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Amends
03:10
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We'll make our amends
If only in our thoughts
Momentary love and fever dreams
Spinning in this coil endlessly
Sewn to deathbeds of self-righteous beliefs
clinging on to the threads so desperately
Sewn to deathbeds of self-righteous beliefs
spiralling always downwards into darker territory
into nothing
Aching for a moment to breath
for a moment to see
to change
to one day be able to make amends for my mistakes
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Thoughtless
03:03
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You said you had to choose between the ones you loved
So you could find time - to survive
I guess it takes 20 years to find ones pride
And another 50 years to die
I guess it takes 20 years to make it right
You look for cover, while I’m bathing in the night
Your body tends to die
Your body tends to die
Your body tends to die
You look for cover, but your body sure will die
Acceptance is where the sickness arise
You are trapped between walls painted with tears from our eyes
Acceptance is where the sickness arise
The saddest thing about a life is watching it die
Like all the others you dream about dying in your sleep
So you won’t feel it when your body turns to meat
I’d rather feel it when I die
Cause then I knew I had
Something
to
live
for
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Relentless
01:46
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Repress all that you love
everything is disappointing
Take all that you want
Everything is stolen
and torn asunder
We are rats manifesting as humans
gnawing our way through life
gnawing our way through the ones we love
and the ones we leave behind
Hurting everyone in our pursuit of happiness
And self-preservation
I'm tired of hurting you
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Endless
03:22
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I cannot help but feel endlessly lost
in the space between happiness and misery
My arms unendingly stretching towards you but never reach
In this state of limbo
There is no hope
There are no gods
There is no love
Endlessly lost
Somewhere along the way I lost the signal
Still my arms stretch high like antennas to heaven
But God is hate and love is the devil
There is no release
Everything repeats itself
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Less
05:02
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Decomposing in self-doubt and -pity
eyes constantly bathed in artificial lights
stuck in a place that I don’t want to call home
trembling fingers searching for a touch
of something better than plastic and glass
but I have placed my faith in these useless artifacts and shrines
every night the last to leave the table - always with the losing hand
I feel less a man
Less a human
Less alive
I feel less
Every day I feel a little less
than the day before
my hands always set to destroy
everything I build
For agony and uncertainty
I am a bearer of guilt
trembling like fire
I burn everything to the ground
I burn everything to the ground
but I can’t feel the heat
I'm afraid I'm losing everyone close to me
I'm afraid I'm losing everyone that I love
I'm afraid I'm losing everything I hold dear
I'm afraid I’m beaten down, broken and lost
I'm afraid that love is not enough
to carry on
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Failure
03:16
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Momentary love and fever dreams
voluntary fucks and sweaty sheets
Hallucinating thrills
Nothing will heal
Its getting warmer, and warmer, and warmer, and warmer
Till minds are empty shields
I tried to swallow the threats that surely are mine
But love is thin air and hard to breathe
And nothing is clear, nothing is real
Please make it, please make it, please make it, please make it worth
Please tell them I took the jump but fell to the dirt
And filled my guts with words
To make it hurt
It tightens, it tightens, it tightens, it tightens, it tightens
Make it bleed
Tear it all apart and find what I need.
Cause my skin is only paper-thin
It cannot hold these worried fires within
Everyone are fucking strangers
We knew it all, we took it all, we lost it
Betrayers, betrayers and murderers
who knew it all, took it all and lost it
Always looking for someone, who could be anyone and anything special
Always looking, always looking, always
Always looking for someone just like everyone - selfish and restless
Always looking, always looking, always looking
Always looking for failure
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Homeless
04:02
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Cannot find the difference between a friend
and your hurting skull
You are longing for help, but you abandon all
Your tears are nothing compared to the river
this world is nothing compared to us
The best part about dying is the process
The best part about living is the break
The best part about fire is the smoke
in which we hide and run away
This world is nothing compared to us
Open fire, open lungs
Heavy bricks and narrow bones
Broken figures, diluted blood
Life is precious when it rots
This world is nothing compared to us
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8. |
Worthless pt. 1
02:51
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Celebration of the living in the land of the dead
Where every gift is a symbol of how we strive for endless rest
We’re worthless
Never meant to be alone, but the face of man has grown
Like a galanthus we seek to be higher than the trees
All the things we never saw, when we were crawling on the floor
All the honored will be dancing in the streets and try to grab what can’t be reached
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Worthless pt. 2
04:40
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We’re worthless and nothing is ahead
Just trying to grab what is left
Dance! Or lay down to rest
Love is thinner than death
We’re worthless and nothing is ahead
Just trying to grab what is left
Dance! Or lay down to rest
Soon we’ll be dead
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Demersal Odense, Denmark
Demersal is a hardcore/screamo band based in Copenhagen and Odense, Denmark. Through an aggressive performance, their music explores feelings of greif and meaninglessness, communicated through sections of chaotic, expressive hardcore, and melancholic post-rock, joined with vocals that seem concurrently powerful and fragile. ... more
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